Upside down

Hi guys and dearies...

hmm~today i'm a bit emotional..my mood going up and down..i dont know why~hmmm its so frustrating..maybe because i'm in my month hehehehehe..

well its like this i'm expecting something from this guy but it doesnt came out well..perhaps can i tell about my love and life story here?? ahhaha who cares..this is my blog right?  then i can do everything that i want..heheheh

okay the story begin here~ Last few years.. i really dont care even interest with word LOVE. For me, its annoying and disgusting..till i know about KPOP..and i'm falling in love with the guy name Oh Sehun..he stole my heart seriouslyy~everything i want must be related to him..my ideal type, my future husband and sometimes i wish i will be his~~

Sehun-ah~ this is what we called PERFECTION

Love him till the end

OMG Sehun looks so good in that outfit colour

Sehun the Lady-Killer

My love to Oh Sehun wont faded...ehhehee but then i entered college..meet some other guys in real life..i be friends with them..we work in group , we shared the same interest in football( yes we like the same group~ Arsenal and Germany) and we went for breakfast, lunch and even sometimes we dinner together.. Yeah we spend our time together a lot but yet he's still my best buddy and bestfriend..but now.. there's love growth in our relationship..

Which girl isnt melting when a guy realy cared about you.. I, Once heartbroken with some random stupid guy that play troll with my heart and now i so freaking hate that guy (hmm actually i still like him but at the same time hate him so badly) and Jimi <my best buddy> he's the one who comfort me.. he told me not to think about it and dont ever fall in love with that stupid guy or i called him STUPIDMUN..

When i'm not in mood, he's the one who cherish me. When i'm not well, he's the who concerned about me. When i need something, he's the one who will be beside me..yeahh maybe that's what friend for~~ and maybe just me that only had this feeling..and for him its ordinary.

But i dont know..i started to like him (p/s: euwww should i change the word "like" to the word "need" him) yeahhh~ its awkward when he's not by my side anymore..not like usually.. OMG!! i dont like this feels..feels hurt.. because its hurt too much and i cant handle it..

Ahhahaha i think i should ignore this feels and continue to like the normal life..the normal me..just think positive and i'm sure it'll be okay..


To Jimi,

Please dont be so kind to me.. Plase dont make me more melting with you and please be like usual.. i dont like the new you and let share problems..Let out you problem to me and i'll listen to it..

with that let me end this entry..till we meet again guys and dearies.
Please anticipate.

Sincerely,
Sehunsfans